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Marcus Myers' Metamortharsis is here. This title evokes deep change and transformation, making us wonder what journey lies within these pages.For seven weeks, I was in a closed ward, experiencing profound distress and grappling with heavy emotions. The staff often had to restrain me.My strength was gone, wounds in my soul. I was confined, tied down, and felt like I was paying for every sin. It truly felt like hell.I walk the streets again, finding quiet peace. But beneath the surface, there's violence and destruction. We must choose better paths.Is it selfish to seek space? No, it's healthy. Now, returning home, I find no violence, just my brother's smile and his need for rest.Who guides my way? Life has shown me struggles, making me question every decision. But ultimately, it's up to me to choose my path.The irony is that there's no fixed guideline. We must choose our own values and live by them, defining our unique journey.The night is dark, compelling me to face my demons. I feel on the verge of crucifixion, torn by the devil, and becoming a demon myself.Born to die, or to live? My soul is filled with demons, making me question what I've done wrong. Can I ever be forgiven?Wounds heal, souls live. I'm learning to see again, revealing secrets and banishing darkness. There's only space for me in this mirror.